I was praying for God to reveal to
me who he was. What his personality was like etc. I had a dream, where I came
home to my room and it was all changed around. The bed was smaller and things
were missing like a dresser and something I used to keep money in. When I saw
my mom I started complaining, “What did you do to my room, where my dresser, and
my bed is small? Where is my stuff?” She looked at me and didn’t say anything
at first but I knew by her look that I had done wrong. I can tell she was disappointed
by me and how I was acting. She then started to explain to me what she did, she
said you didn’t even ask what happened. You just started complaining”. Then she
explained how she moved things around for the betterment of the family, and how
she had been working on it all morning.
She told me she switched my room
with my brother. She also said that my bed and dresser was in my new room. She
moved my money to a new holding place in her room because she had a better
method of holding it. I still wanted to complain, but by then I started to feel
a little ashamed. I think I said something about the bed being too small for my
brother. But then I had this pseudo conscious unconscious experience and
realized it was a setting in my past so my brother was smaller. I realized how
everything she did was for the betterment of the family and not just me. In
fact she did do something for me I just didn’t realize it because I was upset
things weren’t how I left them. Anyway, I started to think is God like this,
doing things that are for the betterment of the whole family? I thought that sometimes
we don’t understand God’s thinking but instead of asking or trying to find out
we just complain. In all actuality it was my mother, so she had every right to
move everything in that house. After all
she and my father paid for it. I was just able to use it because I was their child.
