Parent Like

I was praying for God to reveal to me who he was. What his personality was like etc. I had a dream, where I came home to my room and it was all changed around. The bed was smaller and things were missing like a dresser and something I used to keep money in. When I saw my mom I started complaining, “What did you do to my room, where my dresser, and my bed is small? Where is my stuff?” She looked at me and didn’t say anything at first but I knew by her look that I had done wrong. I can tell she was disappointed by me and how I was acting. She then started to explain to me what she did, she said you didn’t even ask what happened. You just started complaining”. Then she explained how she moved things around for the betterment of the family, and how she had been working on it all morning. 

She told me she switched my room with my brother. She also said that my bed and dresser was in my new room. She moved my money to a new holding place in her room because she had a better method of holding it. I still wanted to complain, but by then I started to feel a little ashamed. I think I said something about the bed being too small for my brother. But then I had this pseudo conscious unconscious experience and realized it was a setting in my past so my brother was smaller. I realized how everything she did was for the betterment of the family and not just me. In fact she did do something for me I just didn’t realize it because I was upset things weren’t how I left them. Anyway, I started to think is God like this, doing things that are for the betterment of the whole family? I thought that sometimes we don’t understand God’s thinking but instead of asking or trying to find out we just complain. In all actuality it was my mother, so she had every right to move everything in that house.  After all she and my father paid for it. I was just able to use it because I was their child.